Archive for August, 2006
Bosses are control freaks. With power to command, they feel they can do anything. Unstoppable. Ready to lash out every second. Tall and overbearing. And when you left the office, they still haunt you. They’re always there-igniting fear and anxiety wherever you are. But it doesn’t stop you from back-stabbing them. Hate them as much you want. Leaving you exhausted afterwards. So, rage against them comes to full circle.
But how about on their part? Whenever they leave the office, do they leave their a**hole personality too? And shift into a more-human mode? Maybe…or maybe not.
Getting into a relationship is messy. It’s a whirlwind of emotions. Rollercoaster of vicious and gripping feelings that will leave you hurling out your innards until you feel empty. But still, you kept on asking for more.
While people might think that it’s wrong to desire something that shouldn’t be desired, it doesn’t mean we can’t. Desire is a very complicated emotion.. Just like when you vowed yourself to a drinking –celibacy, but craved for a glass of drink. Fooling yourself that you’ll be satisfied with half full glass. But found yourself into another drinking orgy with the bottle. And then you feel guilty afterwards. And yet, you’re left craving for more… there’s no enough to it. Because the possibility of having more than what you get is still there. Taunting you. Until you give in.