Archive for June, 2007

Life can be a bitch when you know what’s happening but you don’t want to face it. I don’t have any idea when did I started becoming coffee addict. Just like everyone, my day’s not complete without it. I came to depend on the jolt it provides whenever I feel sleepy. People started calling me a coffee-junkie but refused to believe them anyway.
 
Maybe we could compare the same experience with falling in love. I never realize that I am into him so badly. I hated the idea that I have to depend on him. That every fight we had, I realized it serves as a spark that ignites what we really feel for each other. That I miss him whenever I don’t get to see him the whole day. That I gave him the power to have control on me. To hurt me. That sooner or later he’d lose interest on me. And I am powerless to stop it. Although he has told me a thousand times that that won’t happen. Ok, enough about this paranoia for now. I guess I should be blaming it again on coffee, shouldn’t I?
 
But coffee has good effects on our body, just as it has bad effects if you’ve taken too much. Well, what do you know! Same goes with love. If you loved a person too much and won’t reserve any for yourself, you’d end up nagging him/her. Until he/she suffocates. Until he/she chokes up. And you’d lose your individuality. And your sense of inner-self. And when he/she left, you’d end up broken. Shattered because you have no idea that you lose yourself while loving him.
 
Coffee, most of the time, is good for our health. If you’d take your supposedly daily dosage that is. Excess than what should be is another matter. Remember the old adage: Too much of something is bad. Just like the love quote: Too much love will kill you. Both of you.
 
Hey, maybe I am not a coffee-junkie after all. I can still discuss the pros and cons without being squeamish. Hmm. As of this writing, I am liking the coffee shop’s mellow ambiance….

I never thought that there will come a day that I’d call myself a Diether Ocampo-fan. I never watched ay of his movies nor watched any of the tele-seryes which he starred in. All I know is that I really like his character from the now-defunct weekend teen show, Gimik. I can still remember how many heated debates I’ve got myself into against the T.G.I.S. fans back then.

I bought a magazine last month that featured Dr. Vicki Belo of Belo Medical Group of Companies. There even was a promo wherein interested parties may send their entries through email, and when picked out for the raffle draw date, the winner could get a free liposuction treatment. Of course, if you’ve read my previous posts before, you could easily conclude that I joined. I didn’t know if I won. I wish I did. Just as I fervently wishing that I win every contest that I joined so I can have funds to pay for any slimming treatment. Gosh, I am desperate.

I told myself before I got this new job here in Sri Lanka embassy that I’d go study because there would be a lot of time for me to do just that. Looks like my plan will be put on hold. I’d have to settle my credit card bills first before I enrol. *sighs* I’ve searched a lot of language centers last week. I’m so excited. I found out that the number of schools offering nursing home reviews are almost the same with the language schools. Darn, I guess I should have taken up nursing course way back in college.  Being scared to death with the sight of blood just wouldn’t do, would it?

I have had a very long day. Emphasis on the l-o-n-g. And I don’t think tomorrow (or is it today?) would get better.

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